Prologue: My second life

Part I: Before the Monsoon. We called her mommy

It was only in the family

Making my mother cry

Channeling rage

Zig when they zag

Dividing the world

Only in Africa

One way to be born, a thousand ways to die

Searching for the perfect woman

The Sarajevo of the mind

At two wars

The lovers

Part II: After the monsoon. The middle finger of God

My brain, a user's guide

I forget the name of this chapter: on memory

This is not a joke?

The meaning of life (is more than forty-two)

Solitary confinement

My last war

Photo gallery

Acknowledgments